Saturday, July 11
12:39 AM

`jon neo.   ★     says :

To drop bombs, but he keeps on forgetting
What he wrote down, the whole crowd goes so loud
He opens his mouth, but the words won't come out
He's choking how, everybody's joking now
The clock's run out, time's up over, bloah

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12:30 AM

`jon neo.   ★     says :

It's the little things that remind you of the bigger things in life.

So what does this mean and what is it saying.

I really don't know, myself.

Rahhh.

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Wednesday, July 8
9:59 PM

`jon neo.   ★     says :

This shall be the start.

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Tuesday, July 7
8:51 PM

`jon neo.   ★     says :

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Monday, July 6
9:55 PM

`jon neo.   ★     says :

It's interesting how life changes.

Haha, I just went to facebk some pri school friends. So many years gone and how everyone has changed. Amazing uh.

Meanwhile, studying for blocks sucks.

This is gonna be one of the worst periods of my education.

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Sunday, July 5
11:48 AM

`jon neo.   ★     says :

All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something

Hold on
Feeling like Im headed for a breakdown
And I dont know why

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Saturday, July 4
12:03 AM

`jon neo.   ★     says :

Sometimes you think that you know, but you don't.

Today has been quite a bad day. Nothing seems to go my way. Or everything seems to be going against me. The headache didn't go away this morning. Came out from math paper shaking head, again. Wasting half my time doing nothing at esp. Today's rubbish eh.

I don't know how I'm going to face my prelims and A levels like this. I'm starting to feel desperate. I really cannot afford to walk out of prelims still shaking my head. I don't want to walk out of A levels shaking my head. But I have not (not) done it before. Ever since I came JC I never had the chance to feel the confidence of doing well in a major test. Actually I think it begun from Sec 4 end of years. Is it the way I do stuff? Maybe I'm just stuck with my way of doing things. And that it fails sometimes, quite terribly.

Cannot do this, cannot do that. Sometimes you just wonder if there's anything you can actually do well.

Everyone sees one side of the story. Nobody knows the other.

Cannot lah, seriously. I cannot let this less than half a year screw my 18 yrs of existence and my future. No cannot. I cannot let this happen. No.

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