'Disgusted' is the word I shall use to describe my feelings for CSM today. What I have seen today is one of the terrible, horrible, incorrigble behaviours of students ever seen.
HCI high sch, HCI college, HCIS, NYGH.
Can someone explain to me what is the point of running away? You want to go home? Or you want to go play lan? Or you want to go dating?
To see so many retards giving lousy excuses such as "I WANT TO THROW MY CAN" (when there are 101 dustbins out there, but you want to use the one outside the boundary)
And to all the JC retards who think they are all tall and mighty, stop trying to escape with your jc-girlfriend so that you people can go date. Or some jc girls who try to escape from the school by hiding at the drains.
What's your problem lah, serious?
Giving the npcc people trouble only. You think it's very fun to stop people from running away?
RUN LAH. RUN LAH. FOR ALL I CARE.
RUN FROM THE SIDE-FIELD TO THE ROAD AND GET KNOCKED DOWN BY THE CAR.
All the cowards who only dare to push the npcc people. Go push jeffery lim and ask him to go away lah. Go try lah.
This is the kind of behaviour HCI and NYGH students exhibit ah.
I'm disgusted.
Saturday, April 28 6:14 PM
`jon neo. ★ says :
To all liverpool fans out there,
5:46 PM
`jon neo. ★ says :
On a Tan-curve route
My studies are going down.
My non-academic commitments are going up.
What a life.
Maths F9. Biology B3. Geog (screwed up. i identified the wrong monsoon in question a. then explaining the formation of the monsoon = wrong. describe the monsoon. = wrong. describe the effects of monsoon = wrong.) DIE. Chinese B3 - I never scored something like this for Chinese for so long ._. But at least Chem A1 (: Seck Power. Hahaha.
Non-academic commitments. NPCC - I'm back in action for EXCO matters, beware of the spamming emails from the
"Yours sincerely, SI NEO YEE CHONG JONATHAN SUPPORT SERVICES DIVISION CHAIRMAN"
Lol. Yeah, and there's 13slc. bspcamp too. Not to forget, HC Model ASEAN Summit OT (: Eventful months ahead!
Now I will put in 200% in my studies. My studies better go up ('cause it can't go anywhere lower already - I hope).
Studies and non-academic commitments, get on the upward-slope!
`jonneo, come on!
Wednesday, April 25 5:23 PM
`jon neo. ★ says :
Colorgenics
You appear to others around you as a person who is simply 'laid back'. From time to time you shelve your ambitions and forgo the desire for prestige and recognition and you are often considered as mentally lazy. You have the ability and you are the first to know this, but you prefer to take things easy and indulge your longing for comfort and security.
You are working extremely hard trying to improve your image in the eyes of others. You are looking for acknowledgement from your peers and those who come into your sphere of influence. You want to be liked, not for what people think of you but for what you really are.Your involvements seldom measure up to your high emotional expectations and your 'needs' to be 'loved' and 'cared for' have in the past often led to extreme disappointment. But a change is in the wind - make a firm decision to start anew. Just 'think' it..and it will happen.
Matters have not gone well for you. You are experiencing severe stress trying to guard yourself from further disappointments. It would seem that all of your hopes and dreams have not been realised and you are now beginning to doubt yourself. You no longer wish to be further advised by anyone and you insist on going it alone - to control your own destiny. Even though deep down you doubt whether things will get better in the future you have one consolation - and that is that they couldn't possibly get worse.
Unwilling to give up anything that you possess, you are looking for some sort of security as a protection against any further setback or loss of position and prestige. You are so negative that you tend to exaggerate your problems and refuse to accept any advice from so called well-meaning friends.
Whatever you have tried to do seems to have gone wrong and you are now quite convinced that there is little point of formulating new objectives and it is this belief that has resulted in the stress and anxiety. You would like to be able to communicate with other people who think as you do. At this time there seems to be no-one on the horizon nor is there any prospect of meeting anyone in the immediate future. But it must be said that you are really a 'trier' and indications are that you will, as indeed you have in the past, 'bounce back'.
Tuesday, April 24 7:01 PM
`jon neo. ★ says :
Social Class
I had a taste of what it meant by ‘social classes’– the Singapore elite school way.
Mind you, I was at the lower rungs.
Sunday, April 22 4:45 PM
`jon neo. ★ says :
Random pics
Sch life. Hahahh.
Shall blog about npdp when i get my camera (and pictures) back.
I think it describes more of my current feelings than I usually am.
You are seeking an affectionate relationship, offering fulfilment and happiness. You are capable of powerful emotional enthusiasm. Deep down, you are a kind loving person, always helpful and willing to adapt yourself if necessary to realise the bond of affection that you desire. But you need the same consideration and understanding from others and it is this need that will sometimes hold you back... so let go, trust and you may pleasantly surprised at what happens.
In actual fact you are not willing to exert yourself in any way. You have that truly 'laid back' attitude and are unwilling to extend yourself or exert undue effort. You feel that to move forward - be it in your life style or in business relationships - would require more energy output than you are prepared to give at this time. You want to take life easy and your attitude is such that 'Enough is Enough'.
You feel that you deserve far more than is being attributed to you, but there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you will have to make the best of things as they are.You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you.
You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.
You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone.
6:44 PM
`jon neo. ★ says :
Today must be one of the worst days I had this year.
English Debate.
The bloody english debate that no one remembered to prepare. Aww my weakness in public speaking and expressing was so badly exposed. The slow brain of mine that is unable to process, breakdown and scrutinize sentences and to pick out the assumptions within them. Coupled with the severe lack of sleep and ill-prepardness. Wow. This is like the best combination one can ever get.
It's not about winning or losing. But I almost caused my team to lose. That's not the point, you see.
Intellectual discussions are not cup of tea. Especially the ones that involve quick thinking.
Link this to NPDP. Why can't I even do proper rifle drill orginally? Why do I need to take so long to go one big round and learn all over again? Am I slow or what?
So what?
So it goes, Attitude vs Aptitude.
成功：有人天生就聪明，有人后天还在努力。
I'm like 后天还在努力，但还是失败。
I'm just not there lah.
My p6 teacher told me it's my lack of confidence.
But how can I have confidence with such outstanding capabilites of mine?
HOWEVER, on a lighter note (as always)...
More futher trigo.
Infer from the source yourself.
Sunday, April 8 2:14 PM
`jon neo. ★ says :
PW 2007
Qualitative
Resource Development
Langauge Arts (chinese)
Saturday, April 7 11:24 PM
`jon neo. ★ says :
NPDP
Okay the people who I want to thank know who they are. Those who really cared and bothered. Those who made an attempt to make me feel better. Thank you (:
Now that I have put in my best, it doesn't matter whether I'm in e contingent or not. Though some people will just start talking behind my back abt the SI who is in the goh reserve. But, on a personal basis, I don't care, really.
But I still have to agree on the fact that the CIs treat the reserves badly, quite badly. At least I heard from taisoon that they called the reserves "reserve warriors" last year. This year, they just give the impression that they look down on the reserves.
Please, reserves 也是人.
It doesn't really reflect how well you are as a leader to not be concerned about your subordinates.
The Summer Obsession - Melt The Sugar
This is the sweetest moment This is what we both wanted We are the same But we’re so different I un-tie your shoe laces We touch each other’s faces We start to sweat And the sky turns red
Tell me that you know Life’s not fair If we’re gonna make it Then we’re half way there Tell me that you know That I really care I swear
Let’s melt the sugar Under the meteor shower On the hottest night In July A sticky alter There’s nothing but a towel spread out As we both lie We’ll melt the sugar
It’s melting on our faces It’s running down our places That we both hide in the dark tonight(Yes I want you)
This is the way we do things(Yes I need you) Spontaneous exciting(Sweat pours down my face) I wish the world was always this inviting
Tell me that you know Life’s not fair If we’re gonna make it Then we’re half way there Tell me that you know That I really care I swear
Let’s melt the sugar Under the meteor shower On the hottest night In July A sticky alter There’s nothing but a towel spread out As we both lie
Tell me that you know life’s not fair If we’re gonna make it Then we’re half way there Tell me that you know That I really care I swear…
Let’s melt the sugar Under the meteor shower On the hottest night In July A sticky alter There’s nothing but a towel spread out As we both lie
Let’s melt the sugar(sugar) Let’s melt the sugar(sugar) Let’s melt the sugar(Sugar)
Friday, April 6 10:44 AM
`jon neo. ★ says :
Yay
3rd time carrying m16 rifle. (Even caihongliang is counting the number of times i took the m16 rifle. hahah)
Oh well.
I totally lose hope in HQ alr.
"HONOUR AND UNITY WORX."
First time i'm doing drill with the heck-care-damn-you-upside-down-inside-out attitude. If you know me well enough, you should know I'm that type of person who will put in 120% into everything I do. Haha, it's like WOW. I'm actually not giving a damn about my drill standards anymore.
Can you just pull me out of the whole thing altogether? Anyway on that day I will be sitting down there like a retard what.
You call yourself CIs. You don't even care about your cadets. What are you to deserve the rank of a CI. Don't even know how to be a NCO.
If not for the supportive Sec 3s and the attendance's sake (uopa uopa xD), I will be like requesting to drop out. But I know there are people who care. Sec 3 juniors, the fellow prize recepients, fellow squadmates, friends, everyone. even tancw ask me to take it easy. lol.
So a big THANK YOU to all (really!) (:
Haha. Damn lah, after every NPDP training, there will be a post to complain.
This shall be last one, okay! Because I lose hope already, and therefore i shouldn't waste time for something that I don't care. (:
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Update: 12.45pm
Now HQ is asking how many NPDP tickets we need.
I don't even feel like asking my parents to go.
It's such a disgrace. I'm such a disgrace. to the Unit. or even to my parents.
I'm not even inside the contingent. Go there watch what?
I don't know lah.
I tried my best and it ends there.
Monday, April 2 6:38 PM
`jon neo. ★ says :
Tag reply!
aubrey: thanks (:
zhuoxuan: hello youngrichfamous kid.
lianjie: why u call yourself preston. li lian jie sounds nicer o.O
ck: yah yah sad i got pulled out.
christabel: go cut all you want. i don't care. hahah -.-
jiaying: thanks, you too!
lydia: :D :D :D
jinyaooo: words from the first-class genius, lol. thanks!
caiboi: errr. i don't like hq as well. quite an ineffecient organisation i shall say.
geneve: nahh. i dont like garderning (:
eld: haha yup! i tried my best, so heck abt them. i'm shouldnt waste time on them. lol.
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