Lifedocumentary

Sunday, July 13

Work work.

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2008/07/work-work.html - 11:11 AM

A hundred and one things to do

And haven't finished even one. Haha, ohmy this is my life.

My life's back to its original state -.-

Hais.

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2008/07/hundred-and-one-things-to-do-and-havent.html - 9:29 AM

Saturday, July 12

Deep and meaningless

I, I don't know why I miss you so much
Yeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why

Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection

This is 7am, on a saturday - july 12. The past week has been hectic like anything I had before, but I made it anyway. Pulled through it well I shall say, I managed to finish econs ILP, csc lunwen, chem clock ILP and everything.

I know you guys wouldn't see this - but really a big thank you to my classmates (: You all are so on about everything, sometimes even when I feel like giving up, you guys will just push on hard. Haha it really pushes me on too, if not I would have just collapsed and given up for all those work. :D

There have been too many things going on, I guess. Academic wise. And out of academics too. Fac comm event has been rejected ten thousand times, I'm rather pissed by the whole thing altogether. Okay lah, I'm not blaming anyone but we had so many gd ideas that were rejected by the peopl up there; it's irritating.

And for MAD too. I guess I'm considered to be in a slacking mode for MAD compared to some others, but I think everyone should just take the initative to make things happen. You can't always be waiting for things to happen 'cause they will never happen on their own. Sometimes you can't let nature takes it course; it screws up and we don't have time for all these. And I guess another thing about MAD is communication. We never seem to know what each other is doing; sometimes we are in suspicion about what is done and what is not. Then all the 'WTF's and everything -.- There's a reason why a person is put in charge of something. You don't let things happen or wait for things to happen. You make them happen.

I'm left with EOM and trial run proposal that requires urgent attention. Other than that, I should be okay. (I think)

That's all for work.

Deep down, while I'm always powered by the sense of fulfilment when work is done, I'm really tired. Haha, but I still have to move on; not as if anyone will wait for me anyway.

Sometimes I feel as if people are making use of me; I don't know if I'm being too nice. But I will be nice anyway. At least I have not done anything wrong. Haha (:

Dance is for venting fustration. Dance is to express your feelings. Dance is for when you don't feel like doing anything else. Perhaps, it's just an avenue to vent my feelings for me; when I stop, it all comes back to me.

When I crash on the ground hard, I feel lost back in this world as if I'm just trying to escape; only to fail badly.

Sometimes I really don't feel like coming back to reality.

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2008/07/deep-and-meaningless-i-i-dont-know-why.html - 6:45 AM

Sunday, July 6

Maybe it's just me

Perhaps it's me lah. I thought Inspire wasn't that great after all, as in our performance. Too many screw-ups, too many formations that weren't in line. Haha, I'm so that kind of pessimistic, nitty-gritty kind of person. Pardon me, haha.

But it was good anyway. We pulled off our first performance entirely by ourselves from choreography to blocking to music. Entirely ours. That's something to be proud of (: Haha, and I like the way all of us work together to contribute to the performance. It's always nice to hear praises from everyone, heheh :D

(HAHA i think it's damn fun to watch videos of your own performance :D heheh)

Bboys ftw! :D

Thanks to all who came to support! :D Finally get to rest after more than a week of non-stop training for inspire. Lalala.

And though it will probably take you forever to find out how to read my posts, dont slap me please. HAHA :D

(I have a lot more to say, but I guess not today.)

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2008/07/maybe-its-just-me-perhaps-its-me-lah.html - 1:00 PM

Wednesday, July 2

你知道吗爱你并不容易

还需要很多勇气
是天意吧好多话说不出去
就是怕你负担不起

你相信吗这一生遇见你
是上辈子我欠你
是天意吧让我爱上你
才又让你离我而去

也许轮回里早已注定
今生就该我还给你
一颗心在风雨里
飘来飘去都是为你

一路上有你苦一点也愿意
就算是为了分离与我相遇
一路上有你痛一点也愿意
就算这辈子注定要和你分离

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2008/07/blog-post_02.html - 8:28 AM

Tuesday, July 1

我的意志总被寂寞吞食

你还记得吗记忆的炎夏
散落在风中的已蒸发
喧哗的都已沙哑

没结果的花未完成的牵挂
我们学会许多说法
来掩饰不碰的伤疤

因为我会想起你
我害怕面对自己
我的意志总被寂寞吞食

因为你总会提醒
过去总不会过去
有种真爱不是我的

假如我不曾爱你
我不会失去自己
想念的刺钉住我的位置

因为你总会提醒
尽管我得到世界
有些幸福不是我的

你还记得吗记忆的炎夏
我终于没选择的分岔
最后又有谁到达

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2008/07/blog-post.html - 11:39 PM

Dreams

I had a really weird dream last night :X Then again, what I dreamt shouldn't and wouldn't happen. (:

Haha, woke up this morning feeling more energetic but my body's in an equally bad shape.

Rahhh.

I reach home everyday feeling half-dead from training. Sorry for all that daoing on msn. Am really just dead.

And I realise the song that the Chinese Dance alumni used for shake 08 is quite nice. Other songs from the same singers as well lah. HAHA.

Now till 9am is time for random work. Woohoo.

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2008/07/dreams-i-had-really-weird-dream-last.html - 7:40 AM