Results 1 - 15 of about 670++ for a day in his life. (18++ years)
Thursday, July 30 Why ask questions when you wouldn't get answers. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/why-ask-questions-when-you-know-you.html - 7:40 PM
Do you believe in fate? Why not.
You and those around you. Bonded by this thread of fate. It's funny how it put things together sometimes - coincidences.
People come and go in life. Your primary school friends, neighbours, classmates whoever. Some may be forgotten. Some may be gone. But it's amazing how that invisible thread still holds everyone together. Through time and space.
Or does it?
Maybe I would feel happier just to tell myself that it's there. If there are too many things that are taken to heart, I'll probably lose myself along the way.
Lost the way a lot of times alr. Hope I found my way back this time.
So, do you believe in fate?
Just don't be obsessed with it I guess. Some faith does help.
Probably need a reminder for it. Stay strong. Fk lah, emo what. Retarded. I should go study instead. :/ http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/do-you-believe-in-fate-why-not.html - 6:26 PM
Wednesday, July 29 Do weird things at weird times. Hmmmm, guess that's just the way of being me.
Why ask questions when you know the answers. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/why-ask-questions-when-you-know-answers.html - 7:44 PM
Tuesday, July 28 同一条路走了六年 与它经历了多少的日晒雨淋 陪伴我中学生涯的每一天
看它成长，改变 从有到没有、没有到有 有的天翻地覆 有的十年如一日
有多少的回忆 好的、坏的、 怀念的、后悔的 不想想起的
再过六年，我是否还会记得这一切呢
Haha, was just thinking about that road I have been walking for the past 6 years on my way home.
I was wondering, if I keep updating the blog with all my thoughts every day, it would be useful when I lose my memory one day. Or when I start to question my own existence. Lol http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/haha-was-just-thinking-about-that-road.html - 7:54 PM
Many things are perfect because they aren't. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/many-things-are-perfect-because-they.html - 4:23 PM
Dum dee dum dee dum.
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme Out of the doubt that fills my mind
Hmmmmm, I gueeeess.....Yeah.
To learn, to grow though I don't really want to. Can I just be a kid uh? ):
That aside, I was just thinking about sincerity and passion on my way to school this morning. Somehow it came to my mind. I recalled Mr Hon telling us about it during high school assembly. More answers to the things in life. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/dum-dee-dum-dee-dum.html - 3:50 PM
Sunday, July 26 A long sigh. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/long-sigh.html - 8:59 PM
Saw you walk into the room Thought I'd try to talk to you Babe am I ever glad you wanted me to
When I'm with you I'll make every second count 'cause I miss you Whenever you're not around http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/saw-you-walk-into-room-thought-id-try.html - 1:27 PM
Saturday, July 25
Always feeling so obligated to do things; I forgot what I wanted for myself. Haaai.
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess It's a love story baby just say yes
(HAHA okay i realise the lines sound gay; song #1 ringing in my head today.) http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/always-feeling-so-obligated-to-do.html - 6:59 AM
All day Staring at the ceiling Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night Hearing voices telling me That I should get some sleep Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on I'm feeling like I'm headed for a Breakdown I don't know why
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell I know, right now you can't tell But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired I know, right now you don't care But soon enough you're gonna think of me And how I used to be Me
Talking to myself in public Dodging glances on the train I know I know they've all been talking 'bout me
I can hear them whisper And it makes me think there must be something wrong With me
Out of all the hours thinking Somehow I've lost my mind http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/all-day-staring-at-ceiling-making_1102.html - 12:03 AM
Thursday, July 23 Guess I'm used to being stubborn.
Stressed out like fk. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/guess-im-used-to-being-stubborn.html - 4:35 PM
Tuesday, July 21 Every day.
You go to school. You face your work and wonder why you can't do them well. Feeling lousy, you become a lil disappointed with yourself, your life and everything else.
You laugh it off. You shrug. You smile to yourself, trying to find some comfort in it. Then you look around for some source of strength that might keep you going. You try to look ahead. You try to find somewhere quiet so that that you can sort out your thoughts in peace, again.
You go home and blog about it.
Nevertheless, you know how badly you're stuck in that disappointment. Got lethargy all over, and tired of that routine every day. Haaai, but this doesn't change anything. Goes on and on and on. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/every-day.html - 10:18 PM
Monday, July 20 Learning to fall
I'm learning to fall I can't hardly breathe when I'm going down don't worry 'bout me
I'm learning to fall, I can't hardly breathe. Guess if we don't learn how to fall, we will never know how to pick ourselves up. Hmmm.
Today is the day The worst day of my life
HAHA, okay it's not the worst day of my life. But everyday feels like a worse day to me, somehow. Guess it's exam pressure and all that rubbish. Oh wells. Work work work, piling yourself with work makes you forget everything else except the satisifcation you get after you finish them. But what will happen when the work ends again.
Drop dead. Bad headache today. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/learning-to-fall-im-learning-to-fall-i.html - 8:56 PM
Sunday, July 19
Just saw this on youtube after hearing the song on junior class blog. The mv's so sweet. (:
Probably should do one for HC, HAHA. :D
As easy as 1, 2, 3, 4, how I wished. Nice song still. (: http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/just-saw-this-on-youtube-after-hearing.html - 11:07 PM
To walk within the lines Would make my life so boring I want to know that I Have been to the extreme So knock me off my feet Come on now give it to me Anything to make me feel alive
Wheeee. It's so sian to be home doing work alone. ):
Somebody save my life! Okay, nothing. That's just the lyrics. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/to-walk-within-lines-would-make-my-life.html - 10:38 PM
We're just ordinary people We don't know which way to go Cuz we're ordinary people Maybe we should take it slow
Somehow I'm into these songs nowadays.
Hmmm, I guess we shouldn't put blame on the system if we're not good enough to beat it. But that doesn't mean it's right. Thrash the system at its own game. If we can't, then we should just shut up.
Stand by my beliefs. Something good might prevail one day, though they usually don't. Work hard work hard, jiayou bah. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/were-just-ordinary-people-we-dont-know.html - 6:30 PM
Saturday, July 18
Why do birds suddenly appear Every time you are near?
Why do stars fall down from the sky Every time you walk by?
Haha this song has been ringing in my head the whole day. I don't know why. Hmmm. Had the whole day outside, quite fun luh. Other than the fact that I didn't do any work at all. Hai. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/why-do-birds-suddenly-appear-every-time.html - 10:59 PM
New blog template. (: Something that my mind off everything since last night or so. Now back to life.
Haha, I just flipped through the old blogposts again to check on the template and then...some lyrics I blogged about in the past appeared at the exact moment when my itunes played that part of the song. Okay thats dumb.
Blahblah rahhh. Way behind schedule. If that's considered to be one. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/new-blog-template.html - 9:28 AM
Friday, July 17 Facebook says,
You can tell yourself that you have already decided, that nothing now can stop you, but if that step backwards is so much safer than step forwards, what will hold you true to your path when the going gets tough? Sometimes, the right thing to do is to take that first irreversible step, the one after which you cannot go back. And now, for you, is one of those times. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/facebook-says-you-can-tell-yourself.html - 12:44 AM
Thursday, July 16 Feeling childish, defiant and a little grumpy. ):
Feel like some idiot sometimes too. Rahhhhh. 不高兴.
Probably can't take everything upon myself. I need an outlet somewhere. Whereeeeee. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/feeling-little-childish-and-defiant.html - 9:47 PM
Tuesday, July 14 HAHA, I find it quite funny to look at my blog posts from last year. So many months have passed, 'm still the very same me uh. The same things still bother me. Looking at them gives me some sort of an answer. It's a pity I don't crap so much on the blog nowadays.
5 years down, when I look back at my JC2 blog posts, I will probably just find loads of unhappiness and a lack of inspiration. A lot of my take at life and my version of logic. I probably keep these to myself and lose it sometimes nowadays.
Finding my own entity. People come and go. 看开就好。 Determination and some self-belief. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/haha-i-find-it-quite-funny-to-look-at.html - 10:03 PM
All that scholarship hype is making my day worse. Somehow I now understand how it feels to be consistently failing in your work or, perhaps, in life. Okay, maybe not. But the chances and opportunities elude you. You are just not good enough. Nobody really cares. And I don't know? Inferiority sets in? Haha.
I'm really not in the mood to think about getting scholarship seeing how bad my current grades are. Yet they just keep throwing these things at you. Scholarship day, all those talks and seminars, seeing people going overseas for to attend universities, people asking about how to get into this and that and so on. Yet you feel so lost. Like nothing of that has any relation to you. And you're still at the very far end, trying to work on the grades. Try, try and try but it gets you nowhere.
This actually sounds like my first ever blogpost when I was in Sec 1. About some competition that I have long forgotten. Seems like it's back to haunt me.
Sometimes you think that you are in control. Maybe you're not. Why be concerned about other things when you can't settle your own matters. (But it wouldn't be me anymore if I'm not like that; that's just the way i am. But....I really don't know.)
Where does my future lie man.
Haha, at the corner of my desk, there's this card saying 'Worry not that no one knows of you. Seek to be worth knowing.' 6 years of history man, card from my p6 form teacher. It's interesting how everything always come back to haunt you, to guide you or to inspire you.
And I have been blogging so freaking often cause there are too many things that are bothering me everyday. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/all-that-scholarship-hype-is-making-my.html - 8:48 PM
我的天空今天有点灰。
And nice results I'm getting for BT2. Ha.
And wtf is the happening to my msn. It's been sending people those irritating pop-ups non-stop since I logged in and it is happening every 10 secs. RAHHHH. I spent the whole fking afternoon trying to remove it but it's still there. RAHHHH. This sucks. ): I think my email account got hacked. AND NOW IDK IF I HAVE TO FKING CHANGE MY EMAIL ACCOUNT. RAAAAAH.
I probably can't use MSN until who knows when.
Everything just gets worse by the day. Can't something happy happen?
I really feel like 'm going crazy and there's nowhere to vent it out. )': http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/and-nice-results-im-getting-for-bt2.html - 4:18 PM
Monday, July 13 Some things that are lost just wouldn't come back. Anymore.
Not good enough. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/not-good-enough.html - 9:24 AM
Feels like 'm going crazy sometimes.
Perhaps it's just another bad day. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/feels-like-m-going-crazy-sometimes.html - 1:27 AM
Sunday, July 12 Why do we want to win? If not, why we cannot afford to lose? Human psyche uh. Probably should learn to overcome it someday.
Think I know why I like to be busy.
Of all the stupid things. Haha http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/why-do-we-want-to-win-if-not-why-we.html - 10:46 PM
Lost, & lost things.
Laugh so hard only to realise it isn't the thing that makes you happy. What then.
Today's such a bad day. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/lost-lost-things.html - 12:50 AM
Saturday, July 11 To drop bombs, but he keeps on forgetting What he wrote down, the whole crowd goes so loud He opens his mouth, but the words won't come out He's choking how, everybody's joking now The clock's run out, time's up over, bloah http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/to-drop-bombs-but-he-keeps-on.html - 12:39 AM
It's the little things that remind you of the bigger things in life.
So what does this mean and what is it saying.
I really don't know, myself.
Rahhh. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/its-little-things-that-remind-you-of.html - 12:30 AM
Wednesday, July 8 This shall be the start. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/this-shall-be-start.html - 9:59 PM
Tuesday, July 7 http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/blog-post_07.html - 8:51 PM
Monday, July 6 It's interesting how life changes.
Haha, I just went to facebk some pri school friends. So many years gone and how everyone has changed. Amazing uh.
Meanwhile, studying for blocks sucks.
This is gonna be one of the worst periods of my education. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/its-interesting-how-life-changes.html - 9:55 PM
Sunday, July 5 All day staring at the ceiling Making friends with shadows on my wall All night hearing voices telling me That I should get some sleep Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on Feeling like Im headed for a breakdown And I dont know why http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/all-day-staring-at-ceiling-making.html - 11:48 AM
Saturday, July 4 Sometimes you think that you know, but you don't.
Today has been quite a bad day. Nothing seems to go my way. Or everything seems to be going against me. The headache didn't go away this morning. Came out from math paper shaking head, again. Wasting half my time doing nothing at esp. Today's rubbish eh.
I don't know how I'm going to face my prelims and A levels like this. I'm starting to feel desperate. I really cannot afford to walk out of prelims still shaking my head. I don't want to walk out of A levels shaking my head. But I have not (not) done it before. Ever since I came JC I never had the chance to feel the confidence of doing well in a major test. Actually I think it begun from Sec 4 end of years. Is it the way I do stuff? Maybe I'm just stuck with my way of doing things. And that it fails sometimes, quite terribly.
Cannot do this, cannot do that. Sometimes you just wonder if there's anything you can actually do well.
Everyone sees one side of the story. Nobody knows the other.
Cannot lah, seriously. I cannot let this less than half a year screw my 18 yrs of existence and my future. No cannot. I cannot let this happen. No. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/sometimes-you-think-that-you-know-but.html - 12:03 AM
Wednesday, July 1
(Ayee, the bear's damn cute.)
Anyway it's a nice song. :D Idk why, but the song's just kinda touching.
There is no mountain that I can’t climb For you I’d swim through the rivers of time As you go your way and I go mine A light will shine And it will be me
Poor bear, haha. ): http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/07/ayee-bears-damn-cute.html - 12:18 AM
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