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Saturday, October 31
It's raining outside.

外面下着雨。
其实,这里也在下雨。




I want fairytales. ):
不能说的秘密 on coming sunday, omg. ):

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/its-raining-outside.html - 12:42 AM


Friday, October 30

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/blog-post_30.html - 10:51 PM


Thursday, October 29

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/blog-post_29.html - 11:42 PM



UNHAAAAPPPY. Things are not going right. ):

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/unhaaaapppy.html - 11:53 AM



Act blur, live longer.

Happier too. It's good to be blur uh, sometimes.

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/act-blur-live-longer.html - 10:44 AM


Wednesday, October 28
It took a little longer than forever.
It's starting not to make sense anymore.



Is it not?

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/it-took-little-longer-than-forever.html - 11:29 PM



500 days of summeeeer. I want t watch ):

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/500-days-of-summeeeer.html - 1:33 AM


Tuesday, October 27
我很累,很不耐烦。

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/blog-post_27.html - 10:09 PM



I could sit here and watch raindrops fall all day.

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/i-could-sit-here-and-watch-raindrops.html - 4:15 PM



It's easy to point fingers but difficult to accept and look beyond.

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/its-easy-to-point-fingers-but-difficult.html - 1:47 PM



): ): ):







This is what happens when I take too long to decide.

Can this don't happen to me again pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease. ):
I really hope this isn't the wrong thing to do.

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/this-is-what-happens-when-i-take-too.html - 1:18 AM


Monday, October 26
Believe it or not, I was trying to look for a job online.

I realise it's gonna be damn fun when I start working. :D Okay, at least I hope it's gonna be fun. Anyway, if the job is not dynamic, challenging and meaningful enough, I will probably quit even if they don't fire me. HAHA.

Let's see. 'm gonna start thinking about jobs/internships/scholarships soon. It all sounds like fun, fun and more fun. HAHA, I can imagine myself telling the interviewer "I applied for this job because I thought it was fun." (Hey that's a valid reason okay) Rahh, but I only have that 1 month between A levels and enlistment for me to do anything lah.

Yay. 'm ready to take on the world. (Okay, guess I'm saying all these too early. I probably haven't seen enough of the world outside.)






Oh well, sometimes I don't know what I should be doing either. It's a strangeee feeling.

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/believe-it-or-not-i-was-trying-to-look.html - 1:14 AM


Sunday, October 25
:/

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/blog-post_25.html - 11:57 PM


Saturday, October 24
Likes to tilt his head too much.

And takes too long to make a decision, any decision.



'm so irritated. I want to buy the whole of Marina Barrage. HAHA
I wished they meant something.

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/likes-to-tilt-his-head-too-much.html - 12:15 AM


Friday, October 23
Check out the school hall.

Seats from grad day are gone. Classroom tables and chairs are back, lined up in rows and columns.

But I can't feel how close As is to me now.

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/check-out-school-hall.html - 9:50 AM


Thursday, October 22
"Why you all stand so far apart, there's a wall in between you two is it."

HAHA, some random comment from a friend during a photoshoot.

But perhaps that wall always existed. For me at least.






Anyway, 'm really glad for everyone that's around me now. Classmates, friends, my tutors, my CT and even the security guards.

Somehow I'll meet the same security guard every day at random places around school. When I left via SALT centre gate ytd, somehow he was there. Today I left via college school gate, he was there again. Lol. And he always asks the same questions. "How's studying? How many days to your exam?" I think it's just nice to know people are giving their best wishes and regards.

(Even though I seriously don't feel anything about A levels right now. The nearer it gets, the more I'm thinking about my life after As. The life that I want, not this studying-and-getting-a-little-overboard life. That's not to say there's nothing to learn from this mugging experience, but I really don't like this. Haha)

And thanks for believing in me. Just by mentioning that I haven't reached my full potential yet. Haha, 'cause I'm so used to doubting my own capablities these days.

Thank you world. Good luck to everyone.

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/why-you-all-stand-so-far-apart-theres.html - 9:44 PM



If you tell yourself something for sufficient number of times, the reverse will happen.

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/if-you-tell-yourself-something-for.html - 6:55 PM


Wednesday, October 21
Does it matter?

Forget it.




20 days to A levels.

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/does-it-matter.html - 11:11 PM



'll try to be normal. I try.

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/ll-try-to-be-normal.html - 1:25 AM


Tuesday, October 20
Why do I even know you.




Anyway I can't believe 'm graduating from college tmr. Actually I don't even feel a thing about it. Maybe 'm just too caught up with myself.

Okay, I don't mean what I said. Rahhh. !@$%^&* ): ): ):

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/why-do-i-even-know-you.html - 10:13 PM



有种被耍的感觉。

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/blog-post_20.html - 10:13 AM


Monday, October 19
I hate myself. ):

Just happen to be doing the wrong things at the wrong time. I often find myself being mistaken. But that's how it is. You don't get a lot of chances in life, do you. ):


Rahhh. 'm so horrible. And so are you.

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/i-hate-myself.html - 11:41 PM



冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千梦开始不甜


You can imagine me singing that in my room. HAHA

OKAAAY, I should either start doing work now or go sleep. :/

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/you-can-imagine-me-singing-that-in-my.html - 12:29 AM


Sunday, October 18
Barrage Barrage Barrage. ):


http://www.flickr.com/photos/alner_s/3418385866/




Anyway, I somewhat concluded that the element of 'fun' is going to change the world in the next decade or so. It's gonna be fun or die, trust me. Lifestyles, businesses and politics alike.

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/barrage-barrage-barrage.html - 10:44 PM




http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/blog-post_18.html - 11:33 AM


Friday, October 16
那就这样吧。

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/blog-post_16.html - 11:06 PM


Thursday, October 15
I want to be doing something like this. Something fun for me and you.




http://www.projectsexycats.com/

Get me a job like that. I will put in my 200% in every day of working life. Any recommendations? Haha.

Maybe I can start by attempting a post-As project or something. Get a few people, do retarded stuff together. And film it down. Or maybe make a short film. Idk. Anything fun will do.

The reason why I thought dance night was real fun.

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/i-want-to-be-doing-something-like-this.html - 11:06 PM



You stare into the mirror and wonder if you know the person inside.

Sometimes I don't even know what that guy is thinking.

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/you-stare-into-mirror-and-wonder-if-you.html - 10:30 PM



All I know time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away


It's so unreal.

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/all-i-know-time-is-valuable-thing-watch.html - 12:31 AM


Tuesday, October 13
!@#$%^&

Avoid avoid avoid.


Rollback airflare.

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/rollback-airflare.html - 10:56 PM


Monday, October 12



There's something about the number 9.

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/theres-something-about-number-9.html - 11:57 PM


Sunday, October 11
When 9.30pm felt as if it was 12.30am.

We're so unaware of our actions. Things which mean everything to us may be of no worth to others. Guess it's about putting things into perspectives.

If I continue to waste time/life at this rate, I only have myself to blame at the end of the day.


I know sometimes it's gonna rain

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/when-9.html - 10:32 PM



"Seems to me that everyone now is saying "wait till A lvls end then _ _ _". But what if we never got the chance to do what we want after A levels? What if in the process of waiting you've lost something that is much more valuable than that imprinted certificate."

HAHA, linky cheng (y).

But what if I said I wanted to see if all these can withstand the test of time. HAHA. :D Don't forget, we can get a lot of answers from time as well; many things that we didn't know ourselves. That's actually bringing his statement out of context but (yuppp) anyone who reads the quoted lines should give some thoughts to them, nonetheless. (:




And that irritating person refuses to allow anoymous comments and I don't have a livejournal acc. Zzz. So I'm here t say my 3 cents worth. :D

Life doesn't become more interesting because you screw up A levels. It's just, when you screw up A levels, it kinda closes down some of these routes, forcing you to take the ones left. The routes have always been there. But no one has bothered to look at them until life forces you to go in those directions. It's all about making your own choices at the end of the day, something like a tree diagram. Though sometimes I would call that fate/destiny too. HAHA. (:

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/but-what-if-we-never-got-chance-to-do.html - 11:05 AM


Saturday, October 10
I was wondering where did the guy go.

The guy who sought perfection in life and was brimming with self-confidence. Nothing was ever too difficult for him. Someone who never accepted things for what they are, questioning everything and devising his own way of interpreting and doing things but eventually doing them right. An optimist who was, nevertheless, realistic and practical. Someone who cared and felt for his family, friends, society and everything else that he valued in life.

Does all these always have to go at some point in time in life?

I think I lost him for a really long while. Maybe I should find him back.

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/i-was-wondering-where-did-guy-go.html - 11:20 PM



I just realise how fun it is to hear your distorted voice when you speak/sing into a fan.

Don't get too close though. :D haha

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/i-just-realise-how-fun-it-is-to-hear.html - 10:23 PM



Today's another day wasted.

Left alone at home.

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/todays-another-day-wasted.html - 5:30 PM



Perhaps there's still hope.

Woo, haha.

But where do I go from here. :/
RAAHHH, stupid As. stupid everything. ):


It's better not to know anything. Know so much for what. The more you know, the more things you have to bother you. Haha :/

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/perhaps-theres-still-hope.html - 1:37 AM


Friday, October 9
I wish you sunrays and saturdays.

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/i-wish-you-sunrays-and-saturdays.html - 12:11 AM


Thursday, October 8
Each day I live.

Sometimes I wonder what's there to be living for, really.



Okayeeee, I'm supposed t be the happy happy person right.
Happy happy smiley person. :D Haha

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/each-day-i-live.html - 9:53 PM



I'm so scared. Very scared. ):

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/im-so-scared.html - 6:19 AM


Wednesday, October 7
'm barely breeeeathing.




I feel like I can't catch up with anything in the race anymore.

I don't think I can pull through.

It's been so long. I forgot how it feels like anymore.

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/m-barely-breeeeathing.html - 10:06 PM


Tuesday, October 6
我很累,想睡觉。

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/blog-post.html - 11:28 PM



There's only so much that can be done.

The rest - we can only leave it to fate.



Spending the whole time thinking about how life works. What we should do, what we can do. Why does it happen this way. Finding answers. Coming up with your own answers.

Your set of answers. Your world view.

What if one day you think that you have gotten all the answers you ever needed to all these questions? Haha, perhaps it's time for you to die. Or maybe it's time for you to start living. Hope it's the second one though.

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/theres-only-so-much-that-can-be-done.html - 9:56 PM


Monday, October 5
Life is merely another tree diagram.

No, this is not said just to poke fun at math.



I need earphones and a mouse (like the computer mouse) btw. Anyone who's feeling too rich and buy them for me.

Chop the tree off. HAHA.

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/life-is-just-another-tree-diagram.html - 11:38 PM



People come into your life. People step out of your life. It has been so long. But somehow you still feel them around. Perhaps they're still living somewhere within you.


I realise I have been doing things I never would. 'm not trying to bring it all back but I guess they have become part of me now.




I think I lost myself. I need to find myself back. Where's jonneo. ):

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/people-come-into-your-life.html - 9:55 PM



The only way for evil to flourish is for good men to do nothing.

Okay la, not so serious. But i hate people who don't try to do anything, something even if they know it's going wrong and have the ability to effect a change.

Why do we want to know so much uh. Kpo ttm, hahah.

And what's the point if you don't trust the answer you get from the question? Might as well don't ask right. We all have to learn to trust, I guess. It's like giving the person and yourself some respect.

Don't betray that trust though.

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/only-way-for-evil-to-flourish-is-for.html - 8:12 AM


Sunday, October 4
I'm feeling i-don't-know-what-'m-feeling.

Empty, perhaps.

A levels in 40 days time. Woo. Feel like studying, yet don't feel like starting.

When everything ends I'll be back to the original state. That empty feeling uh. Same for Dance Night. Same for mugging for prelims. Probably the same for A levels, the same after I graduate from HC. Not knowing what to do, what you should do. Feeling insignificant, feeling lost.

Let the wind blow, let the stars shine. Whee.

Look back and smile, but it'll all be over.

(I think I smile to myself too often, HAHA)

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/im-feeling-i-dont-know-what-m-feeling.html - 11:33 PM



What is this. 麻木 is it, HAHA.

Uhh, all I know is that I'm damn bored. ):



有时候有时候
我会相信一切有尽头

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/what-is-this.html - 12:19 PM


Saturday, October 3
过得潇洒一点会比较好吧。

痛都习惯了。



That aside, post-prelims have been siansiansianzxz ttm. GP results was damn sucky as well but I have foreseen that since long time ago. So it doesn't bother me that much. Don't know when I'm ever gonna do well in GP uh. Maybe A levels. Hmmm, haha. The rest shouldn't be any good either. Dumdumm.

Life after As is gonna be similar to this. Euphoria for that little while and you find yourself not knowing what to do next. Haaaai.



Before we go about changing things, why not think about why things were even like that in the first place? There must be a reason. Or is there not? Don't change for the sake of doing so. Think before you act.

The rest don't matter that much anymore. I guess. I hope.

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/that-aside-post-prelims-have-been.html - 1:31 PM


Friday, October 2
Go where the wind takes me. But what if there's no wind. ):

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/go-where-wind-takes-me.html - 6:03 PM


Thursday, October 1
But......argh.

Idk idk idk idk idk idk. This is so irritating. ):


Why do we see being happy as an ideal state of mind? Why not be sad? HAHA, idk man.

http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/10/but.html - 12:25 AM


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