Sunday, November 29 Black with a tinge of rainbow.
Think my prom attire is gonna be so weird. Better don't end up looking like the waiter or sth. Random mix of formal and casual wear. Puma sneakers with black long pants ftw. And I want my fedora. ): http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/black-with-tinge-of-rainbow.html - 1:23 PM
Saturday, November 28 With perspectives and passion.
Onward onward. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/with-perspectives-and-passion.html - 11:48 AM
Friday, November 27 You know, roaming alone is not fun.
But I don't know why I always end up doing it. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/you-know-roaming-alone-is-not-fun.html - 11:25 PM
I'm damn free. I have nothing better to do.
No, actually it's not true. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/im-damn-free.html - 11:56 AM
过云雨
天空刚下了几场雨 看街上路人不多 现在的你在做什么 还有没有在想我
快乐是否曾来过 探访我们两个 谁都不想让自己错 剩下了自己一个
找到你爱的咖啡店 尝试去感应着你 喝一杯低糖的latte 你还会想尝一口
快乐会否再来过 探访我们两个 谁都不想让自己错 剩下了自己一个
春夏秋冬 有多少人会走 春夏秋冬 有多少人会留
外面的雨下得太久 我的心感觉冷漠 http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/latte.html - 11:00 AM
Prom prom prom. Go away ><
Haha.
Direction crisis. Identity crisis. Mid-life crisis. And 'm just 18. Is is true that life has to get worse as you get older? The more you understand, the more you know, the more you don't want to face all these things. It sucks; it hurts. Some times we don't even know what we are all fighting for.
Did we come into this place with a cause? I kept on losing it and 'm trying to find it back. And 'm so tired. And again, 'm just 18.
): http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/prom-prom-prom.html - 12:52 AM
Thursday, November 26 I don't really like huge crowds.
I think I never will. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/i-dont-really-like-huge-crowds.html - 11:42 PM
Be thankful for what we have got.
It's time to get back to work. All those stuff. Woohoo. :/
Nice song. :D
Tell me what you want to hear Something that were like those years This time, don't need another perfect line Don't care if critics never jump in line http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/be-thankful-for-what-we-have-got.html - 10:15 AM
I read this in the afternoon but decided to post it now, anyway. I think it goes further than schooling anyone on bboy knowledge.
It has a lot of things that we all, bboys/dancers or not, should reflect upon in life. You just have to bring it out of the context of the dance and into your everyday life. Go think about it.
"And then the same people leading are the ones always getting attacked. “Ah, they’re wack; they think they’re dope.” It’s like, fuck. They don’t deserve that. We’re just trying to throw down. We’re just trying to break.
I think that kids need to realize what kind of effect they’re having on their own actions. Sometimes, we’re getting attacked, and when we attack back, they’re like, “Oh, they’re assholes.” … It’s kinda like, yo, you’re saying that I’m an old school style. You’re saying that I only do footwork … You’re missing the whole picture buddy. You don’t think that hurts? When I try and show you everything? So of course I’m gonna tell you back, “It’s like you crashed every single round. And oh, your moves are somebody else’s moves. And all you did was piece together in one set.”
Where’s your fingerprint? What move did you add to this game? I know what moves I added." http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/i-think-it-goes-further-than-schooling.html - 2:35 AM
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Wednesday, November 25 Insistence on things I don't know what for.
Ayee, why does the sky look so gloomy? http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/insistence-on-things-i-dont-know-what.html - 7:13 PM
Tuesday, November 24 Maybe I'm just old already. Not good at this anymore.
Raaaaah, 'm aching like mad. ):
): I'm feeling the nothingness creeping into me again. Maybe A levels shouldn't end. For me. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/maybe-im-just-old-already.html - 12:40 PM
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Monday, November 23
My god, amazing how we got this far It's like we're chasing all those stars Who's driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news All the problems that we could solve And when a situation rises Just write it into an album Singing straight, too cold I don't really like my flow http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/my-god-amazing-how-we-got-this-far-its.html - 8:32 AM
Sunday, November 22 I want icecream. I want icecream. I want icecream.
Walking out of yr house and getting overwhelmed by a sudden rush of loud noises and bustling activities. Rahh, so irritating. ):
Perhaps it's just my headache getting into me. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/walking-out-of-yr-house-and-getting.html - 1:16 PM
Saturday, November 21 On hindsight, we simply say too many things we don't really mean.
What if the things you were thinking about in that fit of anger came true. I bet you wouldn't want them to happen. And, when it happens, it is usually too late for regrets. Yet, we continue to behave in this manner. Why, you tell me why.
I realise I really like to stone and stare into space. And observe. You can imagine the fast-forwarded video of footsteps along Orchard Road, that kinda thing. Haha
Broken lights on the freeway Left me here alone I may have lost my way now I haven't forgotten my way home
HAHA, I realise why I actually like the retarded Superman song from my previous post. Lol, it's just..... back to childhood la. Don't you think so? The dance moves are so retarded, like how cartoons all were. And this Superman figure and how bad people always lose. Justice triumphs, whatever. HAHA. It's all the ideal things we had in mind when we were younger. Having fun was such a serious matter to us. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/on-hindsight-we-simply-say-too-many.html - 11:11 PM
The broken clock is a comfort It helps me sleep tonight Maybe it can start tomorrow From stealing all my time
And I am here still waiting Though I still have my doubts I am damaged at best Like you've already figured out http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/stupid-youtube-dont-let-me-post-video.html - 11:36 AM
Full of muscles, I'm superman. Earthlings' friend, I'm superman.
HAHA wth. Funny in a retarded manner. Made my day, morning at least. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/full-of-muscles-im-superman.html - 10:32 AM
It sucks. 'cause there's nothing you can do about it. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/it-sucks.html - 8:38 AM
Friday, November 20 This is way too dumb.
Perhaps we shouldn't hold on to things too much. Go with the flow and stop planning. Sometimes.
Haha, I really don't know where my positivity went to. Yknow, I think it's right to say that I have become a lot more passive in JC. Like.... I'm waiting for things to happen. Waiting for most things to happen. Instead of making them happen. I think, when I was in primary or secondary school, I had that energy to keep things going, keep people together. I planned most of those class outings, class gatherings. Ask friends whether they want to go out, plan things, plan what I'm going to do, plan what I need to do. Not anymore. Other than work, 'm leaving most of the things to.....nothing. Let things come as they will be, let things go as they always will. I probably kept even more things to myself. I became probably even more sensitive than ever before. Overly sensitive, perhaps. But I keep most things to myself, so never mind. So..... I don't know!
Maybe it's just JC. And it's all gonna end soon. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/this-is-way-too-dumb.html - 11:43 PM
Thursday, November 19
Combined, pictures from my previous posts. Haha, somehow I have a liking for pictures of people walking in rain. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/combined-pictures-from-my-previous.html - 11:38 PM
There are things that you don't see. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/httpbig5wallcoocomcartoonjimmyleftright.html - 9:02 PM
What a small world. Haha http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/what-small-world.html - 2:55 PM
I hope I can do well enough for Econs. And Maths.
'cause the rest is gone case. ): http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/i-hope-i-can-do-well-enough-for-econs.html - 8:21 AM
Wednesday, November 18 If you don't try, you'll never know. At least you tried. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/if-you-dont-try-youll-never-know.html - 7:06 PM
I can't believe I missed the meteor shower because of A levels.
HAHA, okay maybe A levels > meteor shower. For now.
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Tuesday, November 17 Screwed my A levels Chemistry.
Take that, world.
Any big-shot overseas universities out of the picture now. No scholarships too. Blahblahblahblah.
Either Chem sucks or I suck. I think it's the second one. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/screwed-my-levels-chemistry.html - 2:36 PM
Monday, November 16 Looking back it's funny how everything fell into place, all those times. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/looking-back-its-funny-how-everything.html - 8:33 AM
Sunday, November 15 为什么世上有这么多坏人。 http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/blog-post_15.html - 8:42 PM
Really think I cannot do well for Chem. How. ):
Do you hear me, talking to you. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/httpimgbimg126netphoto7dayydrkhuxfoukof.html - 3:53 PM
Stop making fun of me. >< http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/stop-making-fun-of-me.html - 11:32 AM
Complicating things for myself. ):
So what now. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/is-there-lack-of-perspectives-or-too.html - 9:23 AM
Another day. One more day.
"):"s.
I tried to draw today. I failed quite horribly. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/another-day.html - 12:59 AM
Saturday, November 14 I know sometimes It's gonna (continue to) rain.
It's raining outside again. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/i-know-sometimes-its-gonna-continue-to.html - 2:01 AM
I feel like going out to study with some long lost friend who I haven't seen or talked to in a long while or something. Anyone? Haha, probably too late when you read this. Nvm.
I want to take breakaway from all these, for a while. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/i-feel-like-going-out-to-study-with.html - 12:01 AM
Friday, November 13
My handwriting's so ugly. ):
Raindrops falling on my head. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/blog-post_13.html - 10:50 PM
Thursday, November 12 I should have known. ):
I felt like I let myself down. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/i-should-have-known.html - 7:39 PM
Wednesday, November 11 朋友之间谈成绩伤感情。HAHAH, okay lah.
Feels damn dumb. And is increasingly irritated as he realises how much of his future is going to be affected by this stupid examination he is taking now.
Nevermindddd.
At least I feel more like a learned person capable of striking a conversation on global and local issues. US healthcare reforms, politics in Thailand, arts and culture in Signapore, blahblah whatever. Kinda.
BUT WHO CARES ABOUT THAT IF YOU SCREWED YOUR A LEVELS UP. THAT'S A VERY PRAGMATIC WAY OF SEEING THINGS BUT IT'S THE TRUTH IN OUR SOCIETY. D: D: D: Zzzz. ):
Wlao, if I really screw up, then where to go after army? Which uni will take me lah. Not to even think about scholarships. -.- Rahhh, this is damn !@$%^&*. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/feels-damn-dumb.html - 6:43 PM
Monday, November 9 Not that there's anything wrong with it. Or you meant for it to happen. But everything just comes back to haunt you. Karma, deja vu. Whatever it is.
What seems negligible may be an uphill task for others. It's a matter of perspective and context, I guess. Don't put it off, just yet. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/everything-comes-back-to-haunt-you.html - 3:45 PM
Sunday, November 8 I hate people who trivialise things. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/i-hate-people-who-trivialise-things.html - 11:48 PM
I'm jealous.
I should be at all the pretty places right now. ): ): ):
听见冬天的离开 我在某年某月醒过来 我想我等我期待 未来却不能理智安排
阴天傍晚车窗外 未来有一个人在等待 向左向右向前看 爱要拐几个弯才来
Ayeee. Haven't heard 遇见 for so long. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/im-jealous.html - 9:15 PM
Every beginning marks an end. Every end marks a beginning.
We're all caught up with this endless cycle of things. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/every-beginning-marks-end.html - 7:23 PM
How how how how how how how how how how how how how. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/how-how-how-how-how-how-how-how-how-how.html - 9:17 AM
The night is long and lonely. I can't bear this anymore; I'm almost crying myself to sleep.
I swear the exam stress is resulting in all sorts of weird behaviour. But it's okay. I think I will be fine. I hope. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/night-is-long-and-lonely_08.html - 2:04 AM
Saturday, November 7 Lies lies lies. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/lies-lies-lies.html - 3:22 PM
Friday, November 6 HAHA I just want to say I left kiss the rain looping for the 872312th time already. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/haha-i-just-want-to-say-i-left-kiss_06.html - 2:19 AM
Nobody but yourself knows what is true to you.
人很奇怪。明明知道这样做是错的，但为什么还是要继续？ 是固执？还是坚持？或者可能就是那么愚蠢吧。哈哈。 http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/nobody-but-yourself-knows-what-is-true.html - 12:43 AM
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Thursday, November 5 'm starting to wonder how many people visit this space.
._. http://lifedocumentary.blogspot.com/2009/11/m-starting-to-wonder-how-many-people.html - 9:18 AM
Wednesday, November 4 Yesterday I realised how quiet the house can be. My sister went for some school camp; the house was left with my parents and I. Somehow I started thinking and imagining how the days would be like if I were to study overseas next time. :/ Quiet quiet house. Since my sister is like getting older, she would probably be staying out more often and later into the day. This house would probably be left alone - quiet and empty.
It was just so quiet, as if it's lacking soul.
Not like it makes a whole world of difference now that I'm studying out late every other day (I guess most of us do?) and returning only to see my parents fast asleep, but I can almost imagine how much worse it would be if I were to be gone for 3 or 4 years, coming back once in a while or once in a few months.
I can feel how saddening this whole scenario is and how (lonely) my parents may feel. I will probably be quite sad when that happens to me in the future; my son and daughter going overseas to study and going out to work. Perhaps it means that they have grown up; they no longer need their parents to support them. They can take care of themselves. That's heartening I guess.
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